It was a long time ago. We were friends. We never met each others' eyes but we were attached with an invisible string. We laughed and cried sometimes. However, the happiness couldn't last long.
I always blame myself. I believe that it was all my fault. The forgiveness is not easy to be obtained.
Last night, I had a chat with her (one of two). She was a victim of my fight with the other. I believe so. She's okay. She always is.
I miss you all. Even you. I hope you are fine and be healthy.
p/s: anak buah duk main kaki. "Ngempeng" aje. (Forgive my English- lama tak guna)