Ulzzang?

Assalamualaikum warahmatullah..

Ulzzang. Ada sesiapa tahu ulzzang ni apa?

Aku baru je tau. Sebelum ni, aku pernah jumpa perkataan ni, tapi aku tak ambik tahu. Semalam aku pun search la kat Encik Google tentang makna ulzzang.

Ulzzang ni berdasarkan perkataan Uljjang (Bahasa Korea), yang membawa maksud muka yang cantik. Korang taip je ulzzang kat Encik Google. Mesti korang terpegun. Wahaha. Mesti korang rasa, semua orang pun boleh jadi cantik macam patung.

Rupanya, selama ni bila kita ambik gambar bajet comel tu kita dah termasuk dalam golongan ni la. Ulzzang!

Akibat dari pencarian aku, aku pun dapat la idea dan ilham untuk lukis benda ni. Merepek je.

Ulzzang?

Alone~

Assalamualaikum warahmatullah..

It's 0000 Hour.

The light is off. It's only me and my lappy. The only noise I hear is the fan in it's fullest. A little bit hot this night. Or maybe it's because of the warm water I drank.

A very lonely feeling.

Usually I just feel tense, but tonight, the feeling is different. A sorrow. It feels like you are really alone.

Thinking about the future while the past chained to your feet. How will the life turned to? How will I turned to?

Who am I gonna be? Who am I gonna see? The main question is, who am I wanna be?

A question mark that I will never able to answer.  Till now, I just couldn't see it. I can't even read my own desire. It's confusing. What I want?

Lately, it's growing bigger, the question mark. It's all over everything I'm about to do. Even writing this make another question mark. Why am I writing this? What am I trying to say?

There's something. I keep as a secret. To tell part of the truth, part of the misery, it feels good.

p/s: Only God knows and even some people do know, they will never understand. It's only me and Him. Oh, show me Your way.

Order Tudung~

Assalamualaikum warahmatullah..

Haritu bila balik kampung sekejap, berkesempatan jumpa makcik-makcik dan nenek. Mereka sibuk fikir nak cari baju raya dan tudung raya. Lucu je. Siap bukak website dan suruh aku carikan baju yang menarik.

Nenek aku dah pesan kat aku tudung 2 helai. Mintak beli kat Masjid Jamek. Tudung untuk mak pun tak belikan lagi. Aku ni jujur buta fesyen. Mak aku teringin nak pakai tudung macam mana entah. Kemain mak aku, kalah anak dia nih.

Bila entah nak cari tudung. Kejap lagi nak puasa dah. Nenek aku mintak dua tudung saiz XL warna coklat dengan biru gelap. Dia kata, pernah beli tapi tudung tu bulat sangat, dia nak yang segi tiga sikit. Lawak la pulak ada orang order tudung kat aku. Kalau aku ni pandai, mesti dah boleh buat business. Makcik-makcik aku tu boleh jadi pelanggan yang bagus.

p/s: Teringat-ingat muka kakak arwah. Dia menahan dari menangis bila sebut pasal adik dia. Mesti dia dah faham, dah 6 tahun.