A confirmation that took part of my soul~

Assalamualaikum warahmatullah

Baru berjaya buka akaun FB dan aku menerima mesej balas dari kenalan rapat sahabat tadi,

"ye, Indah dah takde. takkan nak main-main pasal kematian?"


Maybe he's mad with my question and that I didn't believe the news. How can I believe? I just couldn't imagine her.....passed away?


My head is throbbing in pain now. The tears feel like falling and my heart ripped apart. I know as a believer I should accept this, but this is no simple matter. She was a very special friend. She still is.


We never met each other, but we linked somehow.


I guess Allah loves her more. Allah took away all her pain and let her rest with her momma.

Ya Allah,

sungguh Kau telah membawa dia kembali ke sisiMu,
lenakan dia dalam pembaringan
amankan dia dalam jagaanMu
letakkan dia bersama para solihin
seindah namanya..

Amiin...

p/s: ye, aku emosional. She's one in a million, okay?